SiMpLe MaTh.

I haven't see him in years and I'm afraid of how he'll look. Physically and emotionally, I did a number on him. Added more drama than love,

Subtracted him out of every important thing in my life, Multiplied more people to distract myself with, Divided jealousy by trust, Which equaled him walking away from me. I don't even know what I'm going to say when I see him, Should I be casual and just ask him how he is, Or should I be honest and ask him how he is without me? Truth is, I still want him, He is the one thing that I'd risk everything for, Ironically, that's what caused us to let each other go. We had a lot of problems, Trust and communication, you name all of it. You'd probably think that we were destined to fail, but none of those flaws were the one to destroyed us, In fact, it was only one reason, We were both too selfish to have each other. We'd bend our faith and beliefs for each other, We were able to hurt everyone around us for each other, Every bad decision or betrayal was brushed away with a simple "I Love You.” No matter how much we hurt each other, no one would walk away. It was like this tether that just pulled us back to each other whether we liked it or not, Maybe that was the last straw or maybe we just needed a fresh start. All I know is that we couldn't be fixed with a "I Love You", anymore... We were already destroyed.